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Creative silence II.


So much about people.

How people can be deceitful , liars, horny, beautiful … all those things you can imagine.

Friends turn to lovers, some turn to enemies, some turn to strangers…

Why is there always so much confusion?

Why can’t everything thing be as we want it to be?

Things change all the time.

From normal to abnormal

Why?

Why do people hide the real behind what everyone expects of them?

What happened to real?

Why can’t we all just be expressive?

Why must we pretend?

Doesn’t that make everything much more complicated & hard?

Cant I have happiness when I want it? Can’t you be happy?

Why won’t you do what makes you happy?

Why are you a puppet?

Why are they always controlled?

I might not make so much sense.

You might not be able to comprehend.

But everything is so fast in my mind.

WHY & HOW.

My favorite.

The Light.

You think with your heart but your heart is not always wise.

A letter to the unknown.



Maybe one day I will think.
I know you’re waiting for me too...
Soon I will recognize who you are.
I have no pictures.
No imagination.
Of how you will be.
I want to explore & find what I want.
Bit by bit.
I want to do it all by myself.
Save your impressions.
I will find out.
Just be there.
You will be recognized.
Soon.

Living.


I don’t want to live with any subjective rules.

I want to make them as I go through my life.

I don’t want anyone to tell me how to live my life or tell me which way to go. I want to be me & only me. Can I live?

So many people are under the influence of others. No one wants to make their own decision. They need someone or something to lead them. They want a light.

There’s no light apart from yours.

You control. You lead. Make the decision.

You make decisions your heart understands. I don’t want to make a decision that your heart understands. I am not you & you are not.

Let me have choices. Let me have options. Let me explore.

Let me make mistakes.

Some mistakes are beautiful. Some are ugly.

Can I experience this?

Can I learn?

Can I know the difference?

Can I know what I want & what I need?

Can I live?