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Part II.


“What is sex to you?"

Sex. Sex is sex to me. It's just a basic activity. Nothing more to it.

I feel like most people take sex or put sex on a specific pedestal which is just confusing to me because sex is just ordinary. Sex only becomes more when an individual decides to make it more & that only involves a lot.

People try to have a deeper meaning & understanding of sex & I'm always wondering why such a big deal is made out of something so un peculiar. Why don't you use all that enthusiasm for more important things use all that energy to seek more relevant knowledge & have deeper meanings for deeper subject matters?

Don't be fooled by the doppelganger.

I'm not saying everyone must have sex because it means nothing, I'm saying the opposite. Everyone should calm the fuck down. If you don't want to, that's fine. If you want to, that's fine.

It's your decision but it's not that big of an issue.

For ME, it becomes something more when specific energies are involved. When that happens it's a totally different experience. It's all about the individuals who are involved in this activity.

This could either be "I'm gaining what I want & I'm done" or "I'm gaining much more than what's happening".

I mean sex could mean something to one individual & be totally meaningless to the other. I've had sex which has been basically initiated by lust & I get what I want & I'm chill but the nigga might have different opinions to what happened & this whole process might mean much more to him than it is to me. It's both parties or just one party.

Passion, extraordinary experiences I believe comes from our energies. Clashing of energies could produce something so magnificent. Experience is the only way to assimilate this.

This is what I think, this is what I know. This is my understanding. I base my understanding on my knowledge, experiences & findings.

But this is it though. Find your own understanding; everyone is different in their wants & needs & whole existence. This should be about you & what you figured out not what the system requires you to believe. That just leads to disarray & complete lost of true self.

Yes the system does that to you.

"The best sex ever experienced?"

This took me a while to answer because I've had some pretty good ass sex but I think I'm yet to experience the best sex ever. I know that is going to be with an exceptionally beautiful lover. I'm always envisioning better & more perfection. & when I say "perfection" I mean beautiful flaws creating perfected moments. I don't want everything easy or exactly as I would know it would be. I prefer challenges that have outstanding results.

I've had beautiful sex... beautiful sexual experiences but I'm always hungry for more & my hunger is going to lead me to a world of ridiculously exquisite experiences & it's not going to be just sex anymore it's going to be a story. I'm going to be monuments in lives. I'm established in some lives already. All the best to victims.

So I can't say I've had "the best ever". I'm young! I've so much living & existing to do. So much conquering. I've had brilliant experiences but there's so much more. So much deeper involvements.

Wow. Thoughts of all that would happen, all experiences... all that makes my soul leap in exhilaration. It's intoxicating.

Don't let your soul be consumed in trepidation. Set if free. Be wild. Take chances. Give yourself that faith, reliance...dependence.

I'm the pattern to create nature's superlative design.