I write so much but just never get the time to blog . Well finally. WOW so many things about me has changed i'm really happy but it's a little frightening too. I have spent like more than a week by myself and i loved and still loving every bit of it. Reading and listening to real good music..what more could you want??

There's so many things i realized i was doing that was not helping me physically spiritually or whatever so why would i waste my time doing it then? I mean if you can't cause me to smile you surely can't expect any emotional response from me so why bother?

I might not be making too much sense but believe me i know exactly what i'm saying.

I just gained more wisdom on how to "look" at people. I mean i do judge people by how they act towards me so if you are not real with me too bad. I want to be around positive people, exciting people, people who want to do something all the time, people who want to learn, people who know what they want, people who have knowledge about themselves, people who are smart, people who read...if you think my expectations are high then i guess we are not meant to be friends.

People look up to the wrong people and try to be them. It's just so sad. Is this how the world is going to be?..it's going to get worse in the future. I don't want my kids to be around all these lies. I want the real world back. Was there even anything as the real world?

"THE FUTURE BELONGS TO THOSE WHO PREPARE FOR IT TODAY"

Everything is a lie now. The music is a lie. The people are a lie.

Where are all the real people who kept on fighting for the truth? the people who kept us on the right path? the people who said the truth no matter what. Now no one will say the truth 'cos they don't want to hurt feelings so they support the lie.

IT'S KILLING US!

People are no longer willing to look at the important things in life. They are to per-occupied with fitting in with the LIE. Living to please people. Why?? if they won't accept who you are they will never accept you! WAKE UP! Stop feeling what people want you to feel..feel what's in your soul..tell me what you see when you look in the mirror not what people want to see.

"IF YOU HAVE NO CRITICS YOU WILL LIKELY HAVE NO SUCCESS"

I'm tired of people living a lie through social networks trying to prove that they too are "fly". What?? are you doing something you are proud of??

"IF YOU DON'T STAND FOR SOMETHING YOU WILL FALL FOR ANYTHING"

I'm tired of this lie everyone is living. I'm tired of everyone.

"MY ALMA MATTER WAS BOOKS, A GOOD LIBRARY.. I COULD SPEND THE REST OF MY LIFE READING, JUST SATISFYING MY CURIOSITY" - Malcolm X.