Why do i always have to look like the crazy one? Why do i always have to say the same thing over and over again...Do you even listen? if you do why do we always go back to this? are we meant to be like this? are we meant to love each other? do you prefer them to me?
Do i love you? do i lust for you? can i do both? am i wrong? should i love you? should i leave you? should i just stop flinching and stop thinking?
I can't be here forever..... like this...'cos now i want to leave...'cos when i'm fed up there's nothing you can do to get me back..
I can't stand all the others i can't stand that they be treated the same way i am...no.
I'm different...on a whole different world will not not be put in the same category with them.Why can't you learn my ways? understand me? feel me? why do i always have to explain this all the time? why? do you even care?
I'm here 'cos i want to not 'cos i need to.
