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I'm careful and I call you friend now

I've not been myself for a while....being falling asleep early lolx. Well nothing has changed, the sunlight hasn't burnt me yet lolx #vamp.

I'm still on my normal stuff...YOU have been appearing and disappearing in my mind..not that i'm complaining...my sub conscious tends to love this game.

The encounter i had the other day i can't explain....it's not like the usual thing that would make me say "wow i want that to happen again" or " lord my breath was taken away!" don't get me wrong i would have no objection to the other day repeating it self exactly the way it occured.


There was something right i don't know...i really can't get sappy with this 'cos it just wasn't. It was something else. It was something pure....there was no hidden agenda. Yeah! That's what it was.

Something i haven't felt in a while...something that just came natural. I didn't have to feel it 'cos i was meant to like it was an obligation. Sometimes you find yourself in some situation that just demands some particular "stuff"...like some sorta rule.


I didn't feel anything like that.


My soul was at peace and everything was worked out by nature. I felt like this time nature had my back. Mind you i don't expect anyone to understand this.


Nature doesn't speak or relate to everyone or just anyone.


I asked for a friend and the other day i FELT a friend.
Something i hope nature continues to do for me.


I'm free..i'm not entitled to nothing....and that's what makes it perfect.

All i'm entitled to right now is nature and feeling its purity.